*tears...

there are so many things i wish i could tell u, but i can't...i'm not sure if u would ever understand because i don't understand half of it....i want to be with u so bad, but i'm so afraid of getting hurt and because of that, i end up getting hurt more....i can sit here and say that i don't care about u and that i'm not going to let u hurt me, and just by saying that i know that you can and have...it’s not ur fault, it never is...its me...*tears..='(