horrible..

have you ever been in love? horrible, isn't it? it makes u so vulnerable....it opens ur chest and opens ur heart and it means that someone can get inside u and mess u up...u build up all these defenses....u build up this whole armor, for years, so no one can hurt u, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into ur stupid life....u give them a piece of u...they don't ask for it...they do something dumb one day, like kiss u or smile at u, and then ur life isn't ur own anymore....love takes hostages...it gets inside u....it eats u out and leaves u crying in the darkness...it hurts....not just in the mind....it's a soul hurt, a body hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain....i hate love..